February 2012
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I have a 94 in all of my classes. this depresses me. I don’t feel like its good enough.
For those who believe in God, most of the big questions are answered. But for...
– Charles Bukowski (via 1000scientists)
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today, I’m going to listen to La Dispute and Touche Amore and nothing else. And I am going to pack and get my homework done so that I can just lay around and have sex with my boyfriend tomorrow and do nothing but enjoy the fact that I’m home and that I have a whole week + off. I only have one class, one quiz, and one test to get through and then I’m back to clearwater and us 19...
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My final trick: I’ll make everyone who loves me disappear, but I won’t know how to bring them back
me: -trying to sleep-
brain: lol no. remember that embarrassing moment that happened to you today.
brain: oh, you also forgot to do your homework.
brain: no one will ever love you.
brain: you are going to die.
brain: you have to pee.
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Sometimes, I think I’ve really fucked myself over. I didn’t really come out of high school with any friends, the three best friends I had in middle school all stayed great friends and have forgotten about me, I really haven’t made any friends on my own at university, I don’t know how to endear myself to my professors. I rarely write anymore - something about staring at a...
Words to keep inside your pocket:
Quiescent - a quiet, soft-spoken soul.
Chimerical - merely imaginary; fanciful.
Susurrus - a whispering or rustling sound.
Raconteur - one who excels in story-telling.
Clinquant - glittering; tinsel-like.
Aubade - a song greeting the dawn.
Ephemeral - lasting a very short time.
Sempiternal - everlasting; eternal.
Euphonious - pleasing; sweet in...
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I mean, I have the feeling that something in my mind is poisoning everything...
– Lolita, Vladimir Nabokov
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I'm so lucky to have such lovely friends.
Katie and Justin and Jeff and Josh and all those other wonderful people that make me not hate the world quite so much.
She’s like smoke: you think you’re seeing her clearly enough, but when you reach...
– Ryū Murakami (via fuckoff-mondays)
It was easier when I just imagined you.
– (via milklust)
Interviewer: How would you describe how you look without the makeup?
Marilyn Manson: It's not like I wear makeup to look like a mime, or a clown, or Gene Simmons -- all of which are essentially the same to me. I wear makeup like a girl wears makeup -- I always wear makeup. I even have the no-makeup makeup look, which is a trick that college girls will use on you. They'll say, "I'm not wearing makeup," but don't think they're not wearing makeup. They may be wearing vagina liner.
Jeff's reply when I asked why I don't write...
foramerica:
Bc people would put it in a book and fight about how their crazy friend is crazier than me and then next thing you know people are slurping non alcoholic martinis out of the infant followers of my religion. Im not here to devalue the lives of those who are slightly different albeit all homologous husks. No my friend im here to lick bricks and stick them to my forehead just to watch...
Me: Omg I don't have any money at all, I am so broke.
Your favourite bands: DID YOU HEAR THAT? THEY HAVE NO MONEY, HURRY LET'S TOUR THEIR COUNTRY.
I fucking despise people.